Hey, guys, it’s me again with a new blog to share! Remember in my first blog when I said: “I will jump around on this blog”? This is now. I kept asking God”what should I do?”, and he laid this on my heart.
My sister was a beautiful little one year old. She had red hair and blue eyes, with a mischievous yet adorable smile and a feisty yet lovable attitude. She lit up the room with her smile and laugh, and everyone was always fighting over who got to hold her and play with her.
One night I was laying on the floor of the living room while my brother Austin and Montana were taking a bath. My parents stepped out of the bathroom for a little. When they went back in, I heard them scream. I watched them come out of the bathroom with Montana in their hands. When I saw her, I started to cry. Her usually tiny little body was swollen and plain white. My parents were trying to save her, crying and praying to God to save this precious little life. They called the ambulance, but it was too late.
Before the ambulance got here, I asked my dad to take me outside with my brother. I didn’t know why I asked but I am glad I did. I remember that night like it was yesterday. I was in the middle of the driveway, still crying. My brother said to look up in the sky and pointed. Everyone, when I looked up, suddenly I saw two angels carrying her away, up to heaven. At that moment, we knew that everything will be okay.
Our parents came out and asked why Austin and I were smiling. We looked up. They started to cry more.
To this day, I still think about Montana. I often wonder what life would be like if she was still here. Would she be bad or would she be my favorite sister? I have no clue. Would she be the one I run to if I am in trouble? Would she be someone I could talk to? Montana Joy, I totally wish you would be still living because I am missing my sis!
Her funeral song was “I can only imagine”. One of the lyrics says “I can only imagine what it will be like when I walk, by your side. I can only imagine what my eyes will see”… When I get to heaven, I will be hugging her and put her in a headlock.
Sorry everyone who is crying but she is in a better place called Heaven! I am so glad that I have a guardian angel watching over me.
